Okay, So 90 Days! Seems like a lifetime..........then I find out tonight that this program I've been going to which is great, which has taught me to read the Bible everyday and to Pray and has changed my life, is actually a 12 month plan. Meetings are pretty structured, but I haven't really been instructed as to the whole overview of the program. But bottom line is that there is a 12 month structure. So I really want to focus and commit to the remaining 9 months.
So, here are my goals for the next 9 months:
- 3 Days a Week Go To Gym and Work Out
- Cut down on chewing tobacco
- 7:15 am wake up on all days (yeah, but I go to bed late, am a night guy)
- 15 minute (minimum bible read) and pray in morning
- 1 hour bible read and pray at night
- 2 meetings for addiction per week (I am babysitting for 1 week so will be excused)
- 1 Church minimum per week
- 1 Serving Activity per week, Usually help clean church on Saturday for an hour
- 9 months no dating women (what? I didn't sign up to be a monk! but okay will do)
- Create something positive!
- Write daily journal. Feeling wierd about posting online, wrong motives. started this to get a harley and God gave me a motorcycle today. So going to switch to handwritten book.
So, Will not be posting here any more, but as it is out there felt fitting to conclude it. I made it 90 Days with No Alcohol, No Weed and No Gambling. All thanks to walking into a church and turning to Jesus who blessed me with getting into the right group for me. I believe in Jesus and his foregiveness and love. Turning away from my old ways (or at least trying to turn) has helped me focus some of my selfish attention off of myself. I have been blessed with new friends, new ideas, feelings of peace, a new motorcycle used but new to me, sobriety and hope for the future.
Peace be with you.
