Tuesday, December 13, 2011

13 December - Ephesians 4:32 5:1,2 - 7 Days No Alcohol, Drugs or Gambling.

Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.  Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

One Week.  One week ago I drove back from Vegas.  Compulsive.  Drinking and Gambling. 

This passage is the type of message I love about the Bible.  Love.  I want to live a better life.  Happier.  Kinder.  Less selfish. More Loving.

I am isolated so to love I have to reemerge.  I made it to a Meeting last night.  Trying.

I come across people in my daily work life.  I will be cheerful and smile. 

God really does take care of me.  I sell stuff online to make money.  I always manage to find good stuff everyday, even if it isn't a lot, I almost never come home empty handed.  This is great because the last job I had was a negative place.  Even some of the people I thought were cool talked behind your back and were negative when I talked about trying to get ahead.  New ideas got negative feedback.

Ideas are wonderful things.  Hope in ideas.  Trying something new like this.  Sharing them with others.  Isolating myself was crazy.  Like today I had an idea and wanted to share it, but because I'm isolated I just sent a text to the ex.  But I do know that I need to be around the right kind of people.  Being around the wrong people will lead me the wrong way.  I am still weak. 

Tomorrow I will think about Love.

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