December 9 Mathew 6:26, 6:34

Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.  Are you not much more valuable than they? 6:26

No Weed.  No Sleep.  3 Days without Alchohol, Drugs and Gambling.  New Plan.  Refocus life.  Work hard.  Think outside self.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own. 6:34

I am not a Christian yet.  I do believe Jesus takes care of me.  I do believe that I am self-destructive. 

Quick Overview

New path starts with reading the bible every day.  Starting with new testement because I believe Jesus had a message of love which appeals to me.  I am not a bible scholar, but a failure at life.  That is going to change.  Three marriages, Four kids, One Grandkid.  Several businesses, both success and failure.  Nothing to show but memories.  Isolated self for better part of last 3 years after most self-destructive tantrum yet.  I am going to trust Jesus to guide me out.  I will work hard.

How Mathew 6:26,34 Apply

Wake up and Trust. 

Trust that hard work will pay off. 

My current business is simple.  Find stuff. Sell Online.  I ride a Derby Boulevard Scooter with a backpack.  I sell books, backpacks, games, DVDs and even a wheelchair last week.  I find stuff by driving around and looking.  Even though I'm not religious I feel guidance at times that takes me to places where I find what I can sell for a profit. 

Example:  There is a store that I normally only go to on Sale day.  It is more expensive.  Scooting along I had an urge to go look at the reference shelf.  So I drove.  Went inside.  Went to reference and found a $50 textbook for $5.  Now I am not a psychic so I attribute this gut feeling to guidance from Jesus. 

Trust that being Sobor is the right thing to do.   

Not sleeping sucks.  Weed helps me sleep.  As I write this at 2:02 am and it's only been 3 days. 

For Tomorrow:

Wake up.  Work Hard. My feelback rating is 99% positive on Amazon.  Go to Friday Night "The Most Excellent Way" meeting.  Funny sounds like Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure. 

The bible text is from New International Version.